You're smart and loving. You work hard and are succeeding. You paint the world intentionally with your words and take good care of yourself.
Sometimes you hate yourself...
Just a little.
Your desire to 'improve' can be propelled by a deep
doubt of who you are. The third obstacle is Samshaya, doubt and it is my tastiest self indulgence. Self doubt comes from a belief that although born perfect we have somehow become flawed while living our lives. This makes up indecisive and forces us to look outward. We look to someone, Oprah, our teachers, our friends, an insta-lebrity to find out where we fall on the spectrum of lovability and importance. In the forest, seeds that are planted at the same time grow at different times. Trust your timing and love your humanness.